hello lovers...

well it looks like i just finished my first week of college..it's pretty awesome. i only have two classes a day.. how could i possibly finish a good week of school you ask?? well...a party of course! not just any party, a housewarming party, which actually ended up to be a houseHEATING party since it was just too damn hot in the living room. it wasn't even supposed to be a party though...just a small gathering of friends. but then of course, friends invite other friends and their friends invite other friends, and before you know it..BAM!! you're dancing to reggae and chug-a-luggin til the cows come home...i'd say it was a success for my (and my roomies') first party... i just wanna say thanks to everyone that showed up, especially those who had to drive all the way from the 661 and 909..(that was probably the majority of the people at the party...haha!)...i got to meet a lot of new people that i hope to be seeing again soon... and please don't be offended if  i don't remember your name...but i probably will because if i talked to you at the party, i probably repeated your name like 50 billion times..and if you all plan on telling me about something that happened at the party, chances are...i won't know what you're talking about...but who knows, you can amuse me. i'm sure i was pretty entertaining that night...although i probably didn't mean to be. and if i was hostile to anyone..that just means " hey! i think you're bomb!".hmm what else?...any regrets? NONE. 

i just hope everyone had a good time.

i'm at school right now...it's just too damn early..waiting for class to start at 9...well this will be a quick entry to recap what's been going on lately...

moved into my new place in LB...it's not a hole, nor a 5 star hotel either...my roomies shelly and gailey are bomb! i spent my birthday at kyoto sushi for lunch, ikea and urban in the afternoon...and the knitting factory at night last friday...hella fun kiddos...thanks to everyone that came..i heart all you bitches...

i don't have internet at my place yet...it sucks..but i will by the end of this week..hopefully...

alright well thats all for now...more details later kids..

it's been a while since i've updated and a few things have happened..

getting ready to move on out of the 661..only to return on the weekends (maybe for the first couple months at least..hehe ) and haul my ass over to the LBC...i'm kinda scared of leaving home... not seeing my parents or fighting with my brother everyday will be hard to adjust to, but i know they're only a phone call or about an hour drive away..i'm also pretty excited about the fact that i'm gonna be living on my own, being responsible for my own shit and not being able to blame anyone else if i screw up...fun stuff..haha. all in all, i'm just  anxious and nervous..i'm sure it's all relatively normal.

well other than that...things have been a bit...confusing. by that i mean.. my relationships with certain people have developed to an extent where i feel that the best thing to do at the moment... is walk away. not completely of course, but just to a sufficient distance where no one really gets hurt. it's for the best. trust me. things should just stay go back to the way they used to be. which is what i want. right now at least.

my birthday is coming up...pretty excited. 17 feels like the longest year ever..and i'm ready to move on once again...

well to conclude this entry, i'll leave you with something that i learned from the greatest network on television today..THE FOOD NETWORK.

"Love is like hot sauce...no matter how bad you got burnt last time, you always go back for more." pure genius.

Random Thoughts:

- The O.C is coming back for an all new season!!! fcuk yah!

- rented The Butterfly Effect...it's become one of my favorite movies. favorite line from the movie (cheesey yet heartwrenching) :

::ashton kutcher (kid version) looks deep into her eyes and says:: 

 " god...don't you realize how beautiful you are..." ::then kisses her::           

                                    AWWWWWWWWW.

- i've come to the conclusion that Lindsay Lohan's jugs are NOT REAL...

- went to manhattan beach yesterday and got a maaaad tan line from my top...i guess now i know where i forgot to put the sunblock.

- goin beachin again tomorrow at manhattan for trish's birthday. goin for her...fcuk the rest.

- still in search of a place to live before school starts.

- been moody lately..don't take it personal. just stressed out, plus the heat doesn't make it any better.

- i wanna go shopping...it relieves some of the tension.

- ashlee simpson won song of the summer at the teen choice awards..

ok thats all for now...

ok well i guess i have some time to spare...so i'm gonna update...summer's been going alright...kickin back and relaxin is what vacation's all about...started debut practice for my best friend denise...jaemee's a blonde now (gorgeous girl!)...jenni cut off like 8 inches of her mane (hey you look taller!)..and richie is....basically the same. he might have shot up a couple millimeters, but other than that...he's still my favorite dumbass...haven't seen alexis is a while..i miss that working girl!...

last thursday was my sister's birthday party in riverside...lots of fun...keep the drama at home kids...and as for certain landlords....fuck you!!...other than that...it was good night...i didn't get sick this time..so proud of myself...maybe it's cuz bernice wasn't around....hahaha...didn't get to see my alpha sis christie...how i miss her!! maybe next time...

ok well this next part is dedicated to a certain "friend" who's in love with ashlee simpson...i owe this to him since he IS the mother of my children...and plus i'm just a whore who he can't mention by name...i'm glad i met this fucker...although our first encounter wasn't so pleasant...i still hate him!! he thinks he's awesome, but knows deep down inside that i'm just way awesomER...he just hates admitting it...it's just the way the cookie crumbles...speaking of cookies, damn right we really ARE like cookies and milk...for him, being conceited isn't necessarily a bad thing, and neither is being shallow...ever watched shallow Hal? well you're lookin at Shallow VaL...i let him beat me at card games, but he can never be a pro at 20 questions...his mind just doesn't work that fast, although i'll admit that i'm no speed demon either..it's all because i've been cursed/blessed with selective hearing and reading...all the negativity he hurtles towards me, i just work my harry potter magic and flip that shit! well i guess the reason why i am writing this is because i said that i would...i gave that asshole my word that i would mention him....unlike him, who is now an indian giver in my book...but i'm not like you, so here ya go...

by the way, for anyone who is wondering who i'm talking about....

it's M I C!  what a fucker. yah i know you hate me too.

thank you all and have a nice day.

oh yes...and I'm gonna meet ashlee simpson tomorrow!